I decided to write Simon a letter. I explained that we’re meant to be together and he should stay away from Stacy Carter. I told him that she doesn’t love him the way that I do, but I didn’t tell him that it was from me. Not yet, but I will when the time is right. I stuck it in his locker before first period and hid behind the corner to watch him open it. He smiled and looked around to see who it was from. A couple of his buddies walked up to him and they jokingly grabbed the letter from his hand. I’m so glad that I wrote the letter anonymously.
I think Marisa finally ditched that loser Stephen. They were supposed to hang out and once again he never showed up. I think she finally came to her senses and blocked him. She’s talking to another guy she met online. Apparently he’s in college and lives on campus. They’ve been chatting for a little while. Let’s see what happens with this one.
It’s been rough at home. My parents are still constantly fighting. Sometimes they fight about the dumbest things. Like yesterday, my mom asked my dad to pick up milk on his way home from work, but he forgot. He apologized and said he would go back out to get it, but she totally flipped out. It was like she was a different person all of a sudden. Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. Then all hell broke loose. I tried to get my parents to calm down but they just told me to stay out of it. I couldn’t take the yelling anymore, so I ran up to my room and grabbed my razor blade from under my mattress and cut myself. As soon as the razor blade hit my skin it was instant relief.